I'm A Mass Of Contradictions

I'm carefree, but I'm calculated

I'm friendly, but I'm aloof

I'm lazy, but I'm hardworking

I'm trustworthy, but I'm secretive

I'm open minded, but I have boundaries

I'm wise, But I'm foolish

I'm lucid, but I'm irrational

I love company, but I love being alone

I'm warm, but I'm cold

Should I blame people if they think I'm a two-faced bitch?